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Hatin my life [Jun. 14th, 2006|07:58 pm]
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Life is not-thing that I thougth it would be. I thougth by the time of my 25th brithday my life would so much better than it is how. I had so much hope for the futer when back at school I thougth I would be living on my own maybe in lonod, Mancher or even New yock wockin in film or at lesd TV but no my stuck here unempolyed. I pictuared my life being so different say that I would never be one of tho people sit around all day doin not. I my like had try treid so hrad for justed the litted thing and get not thing out of it so my so tred of it. I figthed for every I waned and got not thing even wosers I never even got the change. My not neve a has-been I mi some thinkin far woser my a never was!!!! My 24 soon to be 25 year with derreped, umeoumpel still livin at home with has mun. Ohh god this is not what I wanted in life. Tho I have a women fond love with all my heat I just wish I could do so much more for her if I had job. Hell cant even get a job at tesco and my Bro wock there who only has higth school edeucages ¬_¬.

I hope this posted dont scound to Emo. Oh that would push me over the eged if trund out like that ¬_¬

From: mahoushoujo_ari
2006-06-14 07:56 pm (UTC)
I know what you mean...I feel the same sometimes, and I think its a safe bet that I'm not the only one that does. Life never quite pans out as you expect it too. The only thing we can do is still work towards the goals we want, but jsut be prepared to take a different route, I suppose. Life is a fuunny thing, eh.
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[User Picture]From: tayles
2006-06-14 10:18 pm (UTC)
Not emo. I totally sympathise. Life is harder than they let you believe, I think *hugs you*
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[User Picture]From: melloncollieclo
2006-06-15 02:51 pm (UTC)
In the words of John Lennon 'life is what happesn to you when you'\re busy making other plans'

I hope soemthgin works out soon I really do.
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[User Picture]From: stormyangel
2006-06-17 10:18 pm (UTC)
Its not emo at all... and I know where you're coming from. I completely wasn't expecting to still be in university at 23 trying to do a degree in between bouts of depression with no motivation to do much else and feeling so crap... I don't know what to do about it, except that I'm finally believing that I have real friends who care about me and that helps. And we all care about you too. *hugs*

Don't worry about the past, just keep going into the future and doing the best you can. Life isn't set in stone, it can always be changed, and I really believe you can do it. We all can. *hugs*
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