|Hatin my life
||[Jun. 14th, 2006|07:58 pm]
Life is not-thing that I thougth it would be. I thougth by the time of my 25th brithday my life would so much better than it is how. I had so much hope for the futer when back at school I thougth I would be living on my own maybe in lonod, Mancher or even New yock wockin in film or at lesd TV but no my stuck here unempolyed. I pictuared my life being so different say that I would never be one of tho people sit around all day doin not. I my like had try treid so hrad for justed the litted thing and get not thing out of it so my so tred of it. I figthed for every I waned and got not thing even wosers I never even got the change. My not neve a has-been I mi some thinkin far woser my a never was!!!! My 24 soon to be 25 year with derreped, umeoumpel still livin at home with has mun. Ohh god this is not what I wanted in life. Tho I have a women fond love with all my heat I just wish I could do so much more for her if I had job. Hell cant even get a job at tesco and my Bro wock there who only has higth school edeucages ¬_¬.
I hope this posted dont scound to Emo. Oh that would push me over the eged if trund out like that ¬_¬